My fat ass moment (Jessica)

Have you ever had that aha! moment where you really get a kick in the ass to motivate you to do better in the weight loss department? You would think that all the health problems associated with my weight would be a good jump start, but apparently I am as vain and superficial as the next person... The aha! moment for me was a picture I was tagged in from the past weekend. I went to a baby shower, had my photo taken and then it was plastered on facebook. I did my best to make sure there are no traces of it on there anymore as I am ASHAMED of my lard ass body.
Because I am using this forum to be completely honest with myself and with you, I am sharing this mortifying picture with all of you now....

Have you ever been so far down that you have no idea how to pick yourself up again? Have you ever had reality slap you in the face? I knew I was FAT. I knew i was OBESE. This picture painted the true reality of just how bad I really let myself go =(

This will forever be my BEFORE picture because I refuse to let this be me any longer